insecurity, Day 5: The collective psychosis. SURVIVING
I've eaten recently. Not because they have something to take to the mouth. And sometimes I just do my ability obvious to spend the day with coffee, cigarettes, juice and bread. What else man needs to live? I guess attention, affection, affection and understanding some of the open to express what kept inside for support. And if you do not, never mind. Are these moves in the destiny that makes you realize how lonely you are and just how soul can endure. Daily
calculate the water is spent at home and go to look closely. Would be the king of the victims when I say that is an expensive job. I have to walk several blocks, bringing buckets or loading the car usually takes for the fair on Sunday. You see it not so difficult. I would say that you almost get used to and you're going to miss. The well
yesterday there is little to draw. Just help a child with her bowl and I pluck the pool of the condominium. It is a bit dirty and almost are leftovers from a distance but once on top, believe that everything has a face not abundant useful. Collect containers boys and decided that is a good time to indulge. Yes, today is a taste. Accommodating the shower curtain with a little patience you get in your house what do others leave gaps irresponsibly pollute more remains. There's even room for the bizarre. One people look tub and jokingly say "From now on, you and I will be good friends. I had almost forgotten. "
All we paid for a shower and some things we miss. No water, no trade, no gas and a type of a nearby business says they will open at times and he says he has food for cats. Encouraged me not to go downtown to endless queues. Without locomotion is wasted time. More than two hours away on foot and rows of blocks can make you lose the day. Six hours of free movement is too little. And get a pass is cumbersome and can not imagine.
If there is anything good to not have a battery powered radio at home is that sometimes you can save misinformation the skin. Not a joke. And it appears that I more than anyone understand the need to report. But why did the media at the request of fire could be catastrophic. Rumour
a tsunami after the earthquake of considerable magnitude evening and although many do not frighten us, I caught my water-loading, several others like my mother and a couple of my neighbors had more than alert. Luck is not time they heard the calls for evacuation but was score a free chaos.
is strange that the perception of something as changeable as the manifestations of nature. A week after the worst movement from the first crack of the earth and sees and anticipates a if what is strong or not. It is far from dizziness effect everyone is talking about. It is the silence served to take notice. There is always advance even a couple of seconds. Strong aftershocks
All of these last days I felt them before, I managed to get to shelter when it was absolutely necessary. Moreover, I would say that you lose to fear. And manhood is not arrogant. Is the slow but strong action rationality in days what to do and save wisely can mean the difference between being alive or dead. It's that simple.
In the distance I hear a radio journalist from a capital city, just today we started getting so meager, that is stirred to the growing tsunami warning. This little guy has no idea what we live on Saturday, I think. He affects the mass hysteria rather than real fear.
In the following three cottages are preparing to leave and there are verbal confrontations with those who remain. It's so simple to understand that if we got Saturday was not the water with something far more destructive, with this remezoncito ran no risk. But with the misinformation, some run. And it is reprehensible. Can save them. The other appeal to old and irresponsible "if the sea is going to kill me, it better be in my house running around." Such agitation
environment continues to show me sour my house, my own people and the injustices they endorse each other. Commented that a few hours spent delivering lunches. Nobody warned. They say there is a circuit of about four houses where they know far more persecuted for looting by having a clear implement things, which are distributed among a few. Recapitulate that hopefully a couple of them consulted the health of my mother. I did not ask for anyone.
And finally, it happens. A guy we know about life, businessman, friend of the entire community mussels me out of the basket. The pearl is very keen to get cigarettes so she sells a large battery is holding, clearly taken in the booty. The neighbor buys, my old lady wants but not the left. I think last scratch with people with problems do there next.
The course is completed. The opportunity to download even for an instant knock on the door. The minute you release the accumulated anger maybe earlier but only seen from this tragedy so close I could generate. At the urging and guidance of several people, I finally knew who I was, saw me differently and I even heard about and provides the day-came a cadre of municipal sharing comes to my house.
"Good afternoon sir, we did come up here because they say you're the president of this street, the manager and we are coordinating the arrival of supplies and aid by the municipality. " They were almost all who live there waiting for news. Copuchentos pure or perhaps eager to grab what they could.
"No, sir, mine was only the possibility of coordinating the security and dumped you left us. But if you want to distribute crumbs, is fed up here that can serve, friend. I save only. I have no time to waste on people you do not hand back "I said. I guess they heard. And if they fell ill, I can do with them what the world does one every day. Trash or ignore. No need to be more literal.
As if not enough, and no chance to move to other parts of the city -Military restrictions are combined with personal not wanting to see your area is destroyed by people without Psar morbid-arm chooses a picture. And with the arrival of a pair of radios Santiago tried to open your range of information. There is a certain Rodriguinho
that strives to speak ill in a radio where the seal is to inventing voices unintelligible speakers. That must be the moron who traveled so many people claimed to be the only comprehensible on the dial. And wasting a wanker signal generated by the Design Area rumor that apart from the Bio Bio, the only sound in the air was the voice of an announcer gringo. "Gringo?
Or even should I put up with while discussing Paulsen responsibilities to the former director of the Onemi, Maturana. Point the finger and start the witch hunt like me and the people of the coast are most comfortable and cared about their fertility stupid armchair analysis from an air-conditioned surroundings. His colleagues learned of DNA-I do not know if both sports-analyze whether the new structures have acceptable standards and quote literature seismograph. The trend is to lower the profile and be keen but the hospitals here still do not work: The idea is to broaden the overall perspective although there is no water and still sleeping in tents. The flag indicates BiobĂo hit the alert as false when they are folded, they come Good afternoon, as Santiago is bluffing in the distance.
What I generated yesterday today I wonder mediatica stores nausea. Those who yesterday celebrated today I seem detestable creatures sitting in leather chairs by analyzing whether the color shift or not interference in people's misfortune. Bother me, went to my black list of journalists and noise image profiting from the misfortune of others.
music also comes after days I guess saving your energy and resources and assume that the worst happened. That has been above normal and then the other lacks, which already existed and immobilize you and sink in the swamp again take its place. Maybe it's the first time to weigh the experienced, to let the emotional run through the small gap that still remains open. Perhaps it is fear. Yes, the terror of knowing that such a shake-up did not help, except to highlight the frustrations and insecurities to cram rennet steal hope.
Or maybe it's the tangible evidence that at least you think about everything in your life could be worse ...
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